My Very Last Words

Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What Will Your Last Words Be? MY RESULT:By my calculations, the meteor won't hit us for another 3,000 years. You're always the smartest person in the room. Which is why, one day when a meteor looms in the distance, the government will call upon you to figure out how long it'll be till we all get pulverized. Unfortunately, you will forget to carry the 2. A second later, you and the rest of life on earth will be annihilated by a giant rock half the size of the moon. The good news: it'll happen pretty quick. The bad news: sorry, but you're not gonna get that Nobel Prize. Take This Quiz! or Take Other Quizzes!

My Top Emotion

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My problems at the moment

It’s been a while since I’ve wrote. Much have happened since then starting from Monday. I really wanted to write at the beginning of the week, but I don’t remember what had prevented me from doing so.

After school, I was going home with my sister and her friend and I overheard her saying that I looked older than my sister (I’m the younger one by the way). It got me a little pissed, because… well, no one wants to look older than what they really are. So we were walking on the sidewalk and I walked a little faster than they were, just to get some gap between us. All of a sudden, they started shrieking and playing around and they grabbed my arm and yanked me aside. I got angrier, so I picked up a snow ball and I was about to hit her friend with it, though I didn’t. She thought I did, so she threw some snow on me. I got even pissed off so as they ran off I threw the snowball at them.

Suddenly, this old man turned around and it hit him right on the face.

I got so scared! I felt so guilty and I heard my sister and her friend laughing their heads off behind him. I rushed up to him and I apologized a couple of times. He wasn’t mad or anything… he just looked dazed and maybe startled. I felt so guilty I was about to cry. I mean, it was the first time I’ve picked up snow and attempted to throw it on someone, and I had to miss. And in all of the places I could miss, I had to miss so that it hit him on the face! Goodness…

So, now that I got that out of my system, yesterday was the last day of school before the holidays. My sister, just like every single year, packed up all of the gifts she had for her friends and had given them throughout the day. In return she received equal amounts of gifts from them.

Was it my fault that all of my friends from last year had to go to different schools? It’s so unfair. Last year in Grade 9, I received gifts from my friends too… it was the first and last time so far. This year I gave out chocolate and cards to the new friends I made, but got nothing in return. I’m not saying that I should have received something, but sometimes it’s just nice to know that you have gifts too. I felt even worse when my sister asked me how much gifts I had and I said ‘nothing’.

That’s not even the bottom of the bottle. My Mom called last night and asked me the same question, ‘did you receive anything?’ And I said no, not even a card. She said that was okay and that I would get to open the gifts she received from work. It’s so unfair that my Mom would get something from work ,and me, nothing from school! And what I hate even more is that she feels sorry for me! She feels too sorry for me. How does she think I would feel knowing that the gifts I was opening wasn’t even supposed to be mine, and that they were pity gifts? It’s unfair! I know that she was just trying to help, but I don’t want it!

This next problem doesn’t involve Christmas at all. It’s been four months since the start of school and I still haven’t had any friends to hang out with everyday during lunch. I have to hang out with my sister and her friends. It’s so embarrassing; I’m so ashamed of myself. It makes me feel like I’m some kind of weirdo who is having social problems or something. Okay, maybe this can count as a social crisis! I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m not sure if I am making enough effort to make friends or if I’m trying hard at all. It just seems that every time I try to ask people I know if I could eat with them, it’s like the look they give me makes me think that I’m not accepted around them.

I do really well in school and that’s one thing that I think makes people repel from me. Is there a curse or something that runs with nerds? I mean, I don’ even consider myself too smart or anything. And if I could trade smarts with friends, I guess I won’t. Friends would just fade, but with smarts, maybe I could make something out of myself. It’s a weird world…. I’m thinking. Okay, maybe it’s not my reputation that makes it hard for me to make friends… maybe it’s the way I look. Make-up less, hair in a bun, baggy clothes… yeah, I guess I’m not the most fashionable person you’d see.

I wonder how much I have to change myself just to climb the social ladder.

This thing is getting me depressed.

Besides, I should get ready to go outside; my sister wants to see Alvin and the Chipmunks.

Dog Pile

I'm glad I savoured those couple of past weeks when I didn't have a lot of work to do. Now, I've got two history assignments on hand, one on the way, a science test on Tuesday, a LOT of science homework and I'm just contented that my English teacher and Com Tech teacher aren't very hard andt they'd understand if you have a lot of work to get done.

I'm really hoping that I'm going to catch up with my Science mark. I think I've done horribly in the Chemistry unit. We're in Physics now and I'm hoping that I'd do much better. I mean, Physics is basically math-based and I'm pretty good in math or applying math into everyday situations. I really need to do so much better to catch up and improve my mid-semester mark.

I don't know how well I'm doing right now in History. I've got two History research assignments and I'm planning to kill them! I really need those little marks. I'm not so sure what the next assignment would be. I have a feeling it's going to be another huge group project and I don't have very good group partners at the moment. Hopefully, we'd change our groups before that.

Right now, in ComTech we're researching fonts. I guess it's necessary to find good fonts if you're planning to make a magazine. I'm more excited about writing what's going to be inside the magazine that what it looks like, but oh well. Anyone know any good fonts?

I don't know when I'd update my story. I felt really inspired to write a one-shot a couple of days ago but school work buried me and I was unable to put thoughts down onto a document to be uploaded. Ah... when inspiration goes, you can't do anything. I wish I can get that back though. I really want to write. I haven't written in a long time and I can't find the time to do it over the weekends.

I gotta go compare Science marks on my test....

Ding Dong Ding

Whoa! It's been a week since I've last updated.

Nothing much happened since then. I've been given another assignment in History that I'm now desperately working on. It's due on Monday, and I'm only half finished. Well, that's not so bad. I just hope to get it done as soon as I can.

My Mom is asking me to write this poem for her manager. It would be her birthday on Friday and she wanted to make a poem for her. The thing is that I can't really think of nice things to say because almost everyday when my Mom comes home from work, she complains about her so much and sometimes she'd even make her cry! So what am I supposed to say? 'You're so mean that you turn green... be a bean...'

I was rather in a good mood earlier this night, and all of a sudden my sister just started poking around in the poem and now I'm a bit pissed. I get so pissed off easily. And depressed. And then all of a sudden I'm hyper. Sheesh...

What a Lousy Day!

So I'll still update when I still can.

This was the lousiest day ever! Not the worst, but the lousiest! It started with such a boring period in ComTech. I mean, we're making magazines but all my teacher did today for half of the period was talk, talk, talk. Really! Just let us do our work. And what work do we end up doing? Fonts! Stupid, ugly fonts! Serif, sans serif, which looks nice, which doesn't... I mean, who cares? It's a magazine! Steal some stupid font off another magazine and paste it on the cover! I mean, it's not like even the title is going to be the same or anything.

Science... I was actually relieved to know that we were starting Physics and no longer continuing chemistry. I'm not very good with the latter... I didn't have physics last year, but I was very interested in it in Grade 8. I did well in it too.

History was normal.

English! My irritation started here. We were supposed to look for a book for our INS in the school library and all they had were old adkufondaofiu! I don't even know how to express my frustrations! I mean, I go to the Fantasy section and none of the popular authors are there except for J.K. Rowling, and all the books either were about Dragons or saving the world! Come on! Fantasy isn't all about that.

So I just grabbed a book off the shelves and took it out! I went to the Public Library later, and I didn't even have time to look for a good book. Ugh!

I don't know why this had gotten me so agitated... even when I came home and started my homework I just felt so pissed about it! I feel better now, though. It was probably just some weird sort of mood swing or something.

Enjoy It While It Lasts

So for a second week now, school work has been extremely light. I need to savour this... it doesn't come by along often. Now, I actually have time to do some other things that I've always wanted. Drawing for example. It's been as long time since I've drawn in my sketchbook. I must say, I think I'm improving. I just really need to work on my proportions and angles and maybe I could be just as good as some of the artists at school. I'm not taking art... I wanted to but the special program I'm in is more technological rather than artistic.

I'm also trying to create pages for the school yearbook. Once I've seen how the software works, it was pretty easy for me to make one. I didn't save it though, because I'm not sure how the real editors want it to look like. I need to confirm with them.

I guess I'm actually starting to like school. In September, I hated it because one, it was too big and two, I had no friends. I'm serious! All of my friends (my very very best friends) all went elsewhere. There wasn't two of us who went to the same schools. Socially, my school life is improving. Not the greatest, but it's better. Being involved in a lot of things makes me feel included, and that was one way I made friends.

I don't really know what else to say right now. I've thought up of a good one-shot idea, but it just slipped my mind.

The Missing Days

On Friday, my sister turned our whole laundry green.

It was an accident; I guess something that would happen when you live in an apartment and it would be too expensive to separate whites from coloured.

On Saturday, I went to see Enchanted. It was really good; it had humor, good music and a nice plot. I recommend Fairy Tales fans and musical fans to see it.

The other thing that I did over my long weekend was my History assignment. It sure did take longer than I expected. I went blind doing research for those 38 remaining topics. It was stressing me out!

Now I've run into a couple of problems at school. Signing up to be part of the yearbook committee sure was more work that I also thought it would be. Thank goodness I'm only an editor and not a photographer as well. The problem is that I don't really know what to do as an editor. The guy in charge of us never really got us straight. Now, all I could do is look at the collection of pictures and try to figure out which ones I should use.

I know... very boring life I have, but hey! Give me a break. I'm as normal as I can get. I have more to say, but I'm not in blogging mode. Oh man! That sure throws my goal of updating every second day out of the window.

Looking Out to a Good Weekend!

The LAST day of November! I need to say goodbye to another month!

So yesterday was a shortened period day at my school. There was teacher-parent interview in the afternoon stretching towards the evening about report cards. My parents didn't go; they were happy with my grades. But I wasn't. It was that History teacher of mine... he gave me a rather low mark, and what happened? It lowered my whole average! I mean, it was almost ten marks lower than my second lowest mark. Come on!

My parents aren't very sociable either. I mean, my Mom is but she can't speak English too well and she wouldn't know what to say if she was contented with my grades already. My Dad on the other hand... well, he's the one who isn't very sociable.

Yesterday after school I went to the doctor. I dislike doctors; the only thing they do is tell you there's something wrong with you. Ah, well it turned out there was nothing wrong with me... nothing that I could fix anyway. It was a genetic thing and it wasn't even dangerous. I'm relieved. My next appointment would be four months from now. So, not to worry.

This week, school work has been light. I'm happy for that too. Last couple of weeks I've been working my butt of like crazy to get respectable grades on my mid-term. I know that this won't last long so I need to savour it. I just have one assignment and a test coming up. That's all... and since today I have no school, that's an added day to my weekend.

Tomorrow, my Mom is planning to take my sister and I to see Enchanted. My dad isn't coming with us because he has work; he wouldn't want to anyway even if he doesn't. He's more of an action type of guy. Not romantic comedy and especially not musical.

I don't know when the next update for my fanfiction is. Really... I'm completely uninspired right now. Hm... it depends; maybe my mood would change in an hour. I want to write another one-shot rather than a long chapter for my story. I just need to find a good plot... a good plot...